| Location | Eccles , Manchester |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 1994 |
| Date of Death | 1994 |
| Visitors | 753 since 21/02/2007 |
| Creator |
My First born daughter Ellen was stillborn on the 9th January 1994.
Dearest Ellen,
I was 38 weeks pregnant when you died and hearing the doctor tell me you had gone was awful. I screamed so loud your grandad heard me from the waiting room. Its so tough going through labour knowing you wont get the happy ending you are desperate for and after 18 hours of labour you were born. I will never forget the painfull memories of them taking your lifeless body away. You were so small at 6lb 4oz. You were so beautiful but yet so hard to hold, I just wanted you to be alive and well.. there were even times during labour I convinced myself that you were moving but it wasnt true was it?
Well it's been 13 years now and I have your picture next to my bed and still hold your shawl sometimes.You are big sister now to two girls and 2 two boys. I have told them all about you and we all think of how things should have been. I pray you are sleeping well darling daughter amongst the stars.
Love you and miss you baby girl....you will always have a special place in my heart as my first born love from your mummy xxx
Dearest baby girl,
I wish you a happy peacefull christmas. You are always always in my heart. Everythings ok you can just be free. Im sending you a great big christmas kiss. I love you with every breath. Merry christmas beautiful.
Hugs
Mummy xxxxx
If there are days I seem to be getting on please know I never stop thinking of you. I love you I always will. I miss the memories we dont have, the dreams I cant help you build. You are my girl and I will love you till the day I die. Sweet dreams baby girl xxxxxxxxx
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. Ellen Louise was just too good for this world.
Ellen Louise lives on everytime someone enters the site, lights a candle or writes a condolence. You are all in my thoughts, Take carexxxx
My thoughts are with you
God bless your darling Baby, and you , to lose a little baby hurts so much, our family have lost two gorgous babies, let them all rest in peace. Think of all the good times , someone still cares someone still whispers there name in there prayers. God Blessxxxxxxxxxx
Ellen's flying up above, surrounded always by our love. Now up in a special place, sat on a cloud - a smile on her face.
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